I feel like the only way to win against an ex is to show them how well you are doing. But it just sucks that sometimes you  might not really be doing good. you might be hurting inside but on the outside, you have to show yourself to be strong and nonchalant. I knew the breakup was coming, but deep inside it does not bother me as much as I thought it would. I think I like the idea of a girlfriend more than I liked my girlfriend. I gotta change that, I gotta actually like a girl before I make a move now. I should've figured this out a while ago but oh well. Just miss the intimacy and the fact that someone was there.

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